Hardest day ever

I did the unimaginable today, I left my newborn son at the hospital in the care of NICU nurses. My time in the hospital was up, but Warren's time is not. They say he'll be home within 2 weeks, but that seems so far away! I'll be spending most of the day up there tomorrow as well as tlevery day this week. Pretty much 10am to 6pm And longer if needed.

Warren did really well for us today. He ate 10cc of formula at 11am, 12cc at 2pm, and 30cc at 5pm. Though I just called to check I on him and he only ate 5cc at 8pm, I think he likes it when mommy and daddy feed him!

I can't wait to see him tomorrow! We'll find out Tuesday wheather or not he has an infection. If he does, he's there for another two weeks. But if be doesn't he could be home this week as long as he gets his eating down pat.

Warren, mommy and daddy miss you! Your big sisiter Dominique can't wait to meet you. We'll have a big party when you get home, complete with cake and ice cream and balloons! Blue balloons of course! I mid you so much lil man and I just left you 4 hours ago. I have no idea how I'm going to make it through the night without seeing you. I'll be dreaming about you though, dreaming about our family all together again!

Wll I think my medicine is kicking cause I'm having a lot of problems writing this. Loce you Lil Man! Be strong for mommy and daddy and mommy and daddy will be strong for you!

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